"MY secret public journal"

TODAY SUCKS

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 10:49:56 GMT

The title says it all...

I just want to crawl into a hole and cry/die

Wala lang

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:46:40 GMT

So I logged in today and noticed that I have not posted in 5 days.

Nothing much has happened in these 5 days.

I'm planning to cut my hair but i cant decide whether to cut it short or just get a trim and a little styling.

For the past few days I keep listening to Cobra Starship over and over again.

For school we have to dress up for our block picture and our theme is that the guys dress as girls and girls as guys. So I'm borrowing clothes from my cousin which means I have to leave the house extra early tomorrow since i still need to go to his house and get them.

I wanna paint my room in a deep purple color and like cover the ceiling with like stars and moons and clouds and a disco ball to reflect the moon light through the window. Then in a small corner their will be a small little spaceship.

I'm suppose to be doing homework but I'm so lazy...

Hello waves

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 10:15:51 GMT

Wow has it been long since I last updated.

So right now I'm using my Mac which I have not used since my dad turned our house into a hot spot. Welcome back Mac. hahahaha

So right now I am on my second week of college. College is so much fun. I love it when we have long breaks and we are all just bumming around looking for a "stambayan."

Today we had a 3 1/2 hour break since our wika at kultura prof is out attending a conference for the whole week. Me, camile and nathan went to Robinson's and had lunch there. It was fun. on Thursday we might watch a movie since we will have another 3 1/2 hour break. hahaha

So today i signed up to join our schools theater group. I have an interview on Thursday.

Oh shit i just remembered that I have an appointment at 4:30. Shit.

We have to make a scrap book about an ethnic group. I'm so lazy to do it.

I will go now since i have to finish writing my paper for POLSCI.

Thu, 22 May 2008 03:42:04 GMT

The 'Tempting fate' meme:

1. Make an LJ-cut post with "DO NOT READ" as the text.
2. Do not select a 'mood' for this post.
3. If anyone clicks the cut, they are to comment and admit to doing so.
4. Anyone who reads this also has to do the same in THEIR journal, thus continuing the neverending madness.

Freshmen Orientation

Tue, 13 May 2008 11:01:24 GMT

Tomorrow id the first day of the two day freshman orientation. I'm so excited. It starts tomorrow at 7:30 but registration starts at 7:15. My mom says that we have to leave the house by 6:30 so we can get to school early. I'M SO EXCITED.

Mon, 05 May 2008 13:24:51 GMT

ok so me and my tito switched phones because he hates his phone. He had a dopod and I had an old nokia phone. So now I have a dopod while he has my old nokia. The dopod has wi-fi so right now I am writing this entry using my new "old" phone. haha.I am totally in love with this phone right now.
This phone is so cool =)

its so damn hot

Thu, 01 May 2008 09:52:52 GMT

I am curently in Poro Point La Union and it is so hot. me and the reat of my mom's side of the family are here for labor day weekend. We are all suppse to be swimming but its so damn hot that you feel like burning every time you even step out of the shade and the sun block feels like it does apsolutlely nothing.

Right now we are all just waiting for the sunn to set so we can all go swimming.

Right now my dad is making a playlist for tonight.

I'm excited for all the drinking a fun we will have later at night.

Rant

Tue, 29 Apr 2008 10:01:33 GMT

First of all I would like to say that the Spanish GP was so full of accidents. That safety car was out for like 5 or more laps.

Ok now on to the actual rant.

I love my grandmother but right now I just want to yell at her and tell her to leave me alone. I don't mean to be mean but I think she is milking the fact that she had some heart problems earlier this year to the fullest. I feel like the woman is suffocating me. I love her to death but I really need some time to actually enjoy my summer with my friends. Earlier to day she found out that my mom's side of the family are all going to the beach this coming weekend and that we were going along. Then she tried to make us feel guilty about the fact that we will miss our regular sunday lunch. It's not like we are the only people who ever go. Besides we will see her on Tuesday.

Speaking of going to the beach this weekend. We are leaving on Thursday morning and my dad has been packing since Monday. Its like he wants to bring the whole house. He wants to bring a trekking pole, stuff for scrubbing the bathroom, candles and a bunch of other stuff. WTF? He is driving me crazy. Every few minutes he keeps asking me what else he can bring. Another thing he wanted me and my sister to bring this huge bag for our cloths but we decided to bring out own bags. Now my dad want to put his fucking stuff in my bag. WHAT THE HELL? I know I said that I had still some extra space in my bag but with all his fucking stuff my bag will be so fucking bulky. He is bringing a fucking travel suit case why don't he put his crap there.

~~I swear to god one of there days I'm going to kill him.~~

I'm really excited to go to the beach. Some quality time with my cousins and family.

Whats up playas...

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 03:52:19 GMT

Just watched "Ghostfacers" and it was totally awesome.

1. I love how Spruce introduced himself in the beginning.
2. I loved that Corbet was in love with Ed. Who wouldn't be? I loved the whole rugged comment.
3. I absolutely loved the line "Ed you have to be gay for the dead intern" (not the exact line but something along that
line)
4. I loved that this episode gave us a different view on Sam and Dean. They look like assholes but we still love them.
5. "Bow chickie wow wow"

I'm really sad yet excited the this season is coming to an end soon. I want to know what they will do to Dean.

Eine Kleine Nachtmusik

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:37:01 GMT

So my grandmother gave me a piano for my graduation and now she wants me to learn how to play. She wants me to take formal lessons. So just to please her I'm trying to learn Mozart's first movement. its suppose to be a beginner's piece but I keep getting lost at the second part.

On a side note the scroll on my mouse broke and it sucks having to scroll down now.

I'm back...

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 11:53:59 GMT

So me and my sister have been spending the past week at my grandparents place cataloging my grandmothers antiques because she is planning to sell them. From the moment we stepped inside the door she has been trying to feel us anything and everything. I have gained 10 pounds in the past week.

I'm so happy to be finally home.

Its my Birthday and I'll cry if I want too

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:10:02 GMT

So yesterday was my birthday.

First my dad's parents greet me happy birthday as if it was out of pity. They gave me this stupid "oh by the way happy birthday" crap. Then my dad makes such a big deal about me wanting to go out for dinner to celebrate my birthday; which has been something we have been doing since the beginning of time. Then my sister gives me attitude about having to do a bunch of shit.

I spent the whole day watching DVD's by myself.

i even cried but i just blamed it on the movie; which was partially true.

Another thing that made it suck was the fact the one of my closest friends did not greet me. Talk about friendship.

I was not expecting anything grand but I just wish that my family and friends just made the day feel a little bit special compared to the other 364 days in the year.

the Best Birthday greeting came from my mom's youngest sister:

"Happy birthday, green archer."

Jumper

Thu, 10 Apr 2008 08:34:53 GMT

Ok so I'm watching Jumper right now and Rachel Bilson's voice and character is so annoying.
Its not that good a movie.
I see no point in the movie.
Although it is really cool that they can teleport.
I liked Jamie Bell's charachter.

Tomorrow is my birthday

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 02:12:07 GMT

Ok so for the last few days I have been having the weirdest dreams. My most recent dream involved my grandparents house becoming a set for a movie and for some reason there like a mini mall in the house. Also it was a very bouncy dream, when I woke up I felt as if I have spent the past hour bouncing on a trampoline.

I'm starting to get really excited for college.

In my counting I have only 3 weeks of summer because the rest of the time I have too do stuff in preparation for college and a little summer job I got (where in I don't get paid.)

Wired...

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 08:55:07 GMT

I had a wired dream. It started out as a member of the Maclareen F1 team winning a rece. I think the race was in Japan. For some reason their was this train and the winner decided to ride in the last car for his victory lap. I was in the first car wich was where the conductor was. I was looking back and everyone on the train was happy and waving at everyone and everything that passed by. As I was looking back I suddenly hear this sound and then all the cars behind the first car started shaking. All of a sudden we were passing over a body of water and then a few of the train cars fell off the tracks and fell into the water. For some wired reason only 5 train cars fell of the tracks and everyone in the cars died.

My dad has been toatly cool about it...

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:04:55 GMT

So since graduation I have been parting hard. I have already come home really drunk like twice already. last night I had so much to drink I puked in the car and on the streets near a Macdonald's. I expected my dad to start yelling at me at how I'm being so irresponsible and stuff like that but surprisingly all he said was "That's ok, I'll clean it up tomorrow."

Luckily for me, I don't seem to get hang overs. I just end up waking up really late but other than that I'm fine.

This morning when I woke up my mom was laughing about what happened last night and kinda got mad a me. she said that it was embarrassing because I am a Yulo and Yulo's are known to be heavy drinkers. She said I brought shame to the Yulo family name.

I have a feeling that my mom will tell all my relatives. I'm a little scared because I know that they will never let me forget this one.

On a side note; for a graduation gift my lolo gave me a dictionary and a fountain pen. Its so cute. I love it. It's a very practical gift.

summer

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 16:07:19 GMT

I have finaly graduated from High school and my summer is finally begining.

Im so excited to catch up on the stuff I have been behind on such as my shows. I finaly have time to downlead my shows; mainly one tree hill. This summer I plan to start watching Pushing Dasies. Also I plan on going to the beach.

Next year I will be going to DLSU for college.

Virtual Insanity

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 04:22:38 GMT

Tonight is Grad Ball night.

Im really excited for the getting pretty and sfter Ball part; not really excited for the actual ball.

I was talking to my date last night and he said that he has a slight fever. Im kinda freaking out becuase what happens if he gets really sick.

I got ROBBED

Thu, 27 Mar 2008 13:55:16 GMT

I am really upset I got robbed.

I was suppose to use that money to buy a dress for my graduation.

:(

Angst

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:55:31 GMT

I love all the things that my he has been doing for me. For the F1 tickets for the graduation dinner on monday but I just hate it when he makes me feel guilty about how much he is spending for me.

I mean does he have to account for everything that he is spending in front of me. Why does he always have to say that he is having to "shell out" a lot of money just for me. He makes it sound like I asked him for all of this. It was his idea to watch the F1 race. It was his idea to have a fancy dinner for my graduation.

I hate it when he makes me feel so ungreatful for everything.

WTF

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 06:05:56 GMT

Ok so this is bacially a rant with concers to what Fay posted.

This is realy bothering me.

Its so stupid. The Thread title make no sense and are about the stupidest things.

For example:

IS DANNY A HOTTIE?

where is csi ny on the History Channel?

Child Porn & Movie Boot Legging

closeup!

the couple's and sexi people club!

MAKING MONEY AT HOME FOR ONLY $6.00

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS SCUMBAG ON BIG BRO8?

Some of the threads have nothing to do with CSI:NY in the first place. "Child Porn and Movie Boot Legging" what the fuck is that?

funny plate number

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 04:50:19 GMT

I saw the funniest plate number today on my way to school.

CAR 123

Malaysian GP

Mon, 24 Mar 2008 09:01:54 GMT

Kimi won and is now 2nd in drivers standing with 11 points while Hamilton is in the lead with 14 points. Although Ferrari is 3rd in the constructors championship with 11 points whiles McLaren is leading with 24 points with BMW 2nd with 19 points.

The race was not all the interesting. Ferrari was leading the race the whole time. Toward the end Kimi had a 17 second lead which basically secured him the win.

Their are so many new faces this year; including a brand new team, team Force India.

why is that?

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 08:52:21 GMT

I have a cousin, he is the only boy in my mom's side of the family. When ever he is with us he is so sweet but from stories I hear from other girl he is not that nice, in fact he has a reputation for hanging out with the drunk girls at parties. I was so shocked when i found out but other kept telling me "he is a guy what did you expect?"

I just don't understand how such a nice guy has such a bad boy reputation.

Earlier my sister was online and she gets an IM from him saying that he was in my grandparents house and was telling us to go have dinner their. A few days ago we did this little video with him singing along to Ne-yo's "go on girl" with me and my other cousins singing back-up. My sister accidentally erased the video and he was so game to do it again. We call him Ne-yo now because if you watch the video you could see that he was feeling the song. It was really funny.

It maks me sad to think that he is only like that when family is around.

random...

Wed, 19 Mar 2008 10:01:34 GMT

haha

So I was in my room and my mom comes in and starts telling me about a show that she is currently watching; Sumerland. She went on and on about how she liked the show and how she really likes Jesse Mccartney and that is she were a like my sisters age she would have a crush on him. Then she asked me who celebrities I had a crush on when I was my sisters age. So I said Eric Bana, Orlando Bloom, Prince Harry, George Eads, Eric Szmanda, and others. Then my mom sad : " you seem to go for the mature guys.'"

It was oddly quiet after that. Than she just causlly leaves.

It was funny.